it is my first post... lets talk about myself...

hihi... i know this is lame because nobody will going to find out my blog. but it doesn't matter if i do have a reader or not because this is truely my e-diary.

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at this very moment, i am fighting myself to forget someone who had once left a very strong footprint in my life. we had been together for about 1 year and 4months.
i always wish that he will give me one last chance so that we can patch things up.
my birthday is just one week from now. Guess what is my biggest wish or present? not any expensive stuff but just him. i always dream that he will forget what i have done on him and he come back to me on my bday. i really wish that. but i know it is impossible. hence, i dont want to celebrate my bday so soon as after this, i can't dream anymore. i can't hope anymore. there is no space for me to dream bout him, holding flower on his hand and a small cake with the candles lighten up and singing bday song to me... wow! how sweet it will be. if it gonna happen, i swear to GOD i will never cheat him anymore.

I am glad that i have a few very best friends in my life. despite all the arguments we have gone through, we still stand as one. however, they are very far away from where i am now. yes i am jealous but i will always pray for them hard so that they are healthy and safety always. Laiyee, weiwei, yokehoon, kahyee... i love you girls. YOU girls ROCK my life.

i gonna be strong and score higher than previous semester.. i want to show to the world that i am still capable despite the challenges that are thrown upon me.

well, have a class at 8pm later. gonna get prepared.